hate myself!!!!!!!!

Today, my presentation really not good!!!!
haiss....i sure lecturer will given me the lower mark..
haisss.....can blame who??blame myself lar!!!!!!STUPID!!!

I unable  answered the question ask by lecturer
and somemore totally forgot what i prepared those i should say.
hmm...=(....
i really feel i really not good than previous semester....
I feel my previous presentation performance good enough than now lo....
As previous semester, i really that hardworking in study and doing my assignment,,,,
and really really worry about it everyday...
Compare with now..
haiss...now i really don't know what happen with me already.....
jia lat jia lat arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........................
no motivation at all!!!how how how????!!!!
what to do??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@@
I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!